A Life Journey...& the Jail of Los Angeles

just talked to my gf in China. She just walked from Beijing to Inner Mogolia with 5 other people...800 miles...they did in 7 days....Walk, enjoy, life......
what a journey..her 5 years old daughter walked with them....

just have a bagpack, some money, be spontaneous, or just walking...breathe the fresh air...and life's dancing and passing under her feet, God im jealous...im living in the jail of los angeles; and

I've not got my rent paid...not to mention my credit card bills...

I envy her...she has a rich husband, so she can do whatever she wants..I can't

I have no nobody, and my parents only make those lousy money can only feed them

I wish I had the freedom to do whatever I want...Cause

I have a lot of dreams...

just a thought.

I'm in America..starving, and she is happy in China;
Not sure why I came to this country at first place..for the sake of Cruise? or this is my destiny?

The rice in my pot would not last long, next time if you guys see me on the street, don't forget to say hi

and

bring me a goddam cheap hamburg..so I can keep writing this goddamn blog!



I bet Tom Cruise would help me if he knew my situation; everyone speads my words please

I was thinking about my two screen plays I am working on....I was very excited whe I was just thinking about the story, and Tom star in it....the dream will come true, it ONLY takes some time, and I must be patient...first I have to get this goddam book done first...have been working on it for two years...now 500 pages...still polishing and adding more things interesting...but ...I MUST have the patience..all the hard work will be paid off...everyone here pray for me so I can get everything done on time...cause I need to send some goddam money to my parents too, God I love them...my mom is very cute...they are my best friends...without their unconditional love I can't shine....
God bless you all, I LOVE YOU....remember, what is that you want to do ? and what is the most important thing in your life? for me, it's my family and my DREAM