A poem for a broken soul

When the Day Ends


we were happy
we were working together
we were happily ever after.

we were friends,
we were lover,
we were the luckiest.

But when the day ends,
I could not find your smile.

I was like a ghost
hanging around on Sunset Blvd.

I was, crying,
crying for whom?
I was happy, happy for whom?
You did not know, you may never know.

I was trembling like a child,
everybody saw the emptness on my face,
I was looking for you!

I was looking for your shadow,
I was looking for your....fragile

I was looking for your
breath, face, love
I could not hold myself.
I don't want to hold myself.
I never want to hold myself.

I am a child.

I could not wait,
I never be able to wait,
I am madly in love,
in love with you.

I could not even control myself.
I don't want to control myself.
I was crazy,
crazy for you,
I was insane,
insane because of you.
I was sober,
sober for you.

I was killing myself
for... you.

you did not know,
you may never know.
Today is the first day.
Tomorrow may never come.

I was crying , crying for you,
I was longing, longing because of you.
I was bitching,
bitching for you.

I was mad, madly in love with you.

But when the day ends,
I was naked,
when the day ends,
I was far from heaven.
you were sleeping,
you may be sleeping now.
You may never know my heart, my blood,
my fragile feeling and emotion,
my flowing pain....

I was looking for a broken soul.
I was looking for you.