A dark day in my life -- Saw Tom Cruise's vedio in Shanghai

Just searching Chinese website, and Tom Cruise's MI3 press release in China ( 11/30/2005) came out....during that media press, a female Chinese reporter asked Tom if he had met a Chinese female writer on the set of M:I3 in LA. And what he feels about her and her book, screenplay which she was hoping Tom star in it. Well, the sad part is the host/translator cut her right off, saying you can't ask anything personal...Tom was just smiling, he had no idea what she was asking....if she’d asked in English, then Tom would have said something...what a shame...Chinese hosts truly suck...I was pretty pissed, cause I was that girl met Tom on the set of MI3, Tom heard my story and he invited me to the set.

I'm still working on my Tom Cruise book. It's now 500 pages. To be finished soon.

Yesterday, I sent Tom three of my books published in China which I forgot to give to him when I saw him on the set. I sent them to Germany. His hotel. I put " Confidential" On the envelope.

A Chinese song singing in the background while I'm typing this....

I'm very depressed today, I worked on my book, I also read " The Catcher In the Rye"-- My favorite book of all time....first time I read it when I was ten, in Chinese. And I like the English so much better, and I googled J.D. Salinger…god he is still alive…he is 88 years old. Wow, amazing, god I love him.

Who knows when my book will be out...I asked Tom to fund my book, we will see....

A day out of my life........